The short answer: seek out god and eventually you'll get what you need.
Long answer: from where I'm standing you're playing cool rather than being honest with how envious you are to jocks.
Bad boy jocks are like hares. They're fast out the door, but they never finish the race. They may have everything at first but they'll never be satisfied. Thus they have a lot of so called friends which they can't tell who is truly their friend.
People like you ought to be more like a turtoise. Slow but they always finish to get what they want. Even in hopeless situations, they still press on knowing what they must do.
Pray, work at it, and eventually god will bless you.